Well I don't really know why but I am not in the spirit this year at all. I thought that putting up my tree....FINALLY....would get my ass into gear but nope. Here I sit....still feeling off. I mean I just am having a really hard time being "happy" when I know Sarah and her family are hurting so badly. I cant shake Teegan's death. I have put up a golden star in her memory though. It's not much but it's something.
I do put on a good front for the kids though. Logan is so excited this year! I keep asking him what he thinks Santa will bring him and he keeps saying "I hope its a big huge giant robot". Which we DID get him so woohooo he will have a spazz on Christmas morning.
Brent and I arent really buying for eachother this year. Just a few little things for the stockings and thats about it. And we KNOW what eachother got! lol I did get my Daughtry CD though so I am really excited! He wont let me have it until Monday though.
Well here's to hoping my holiday spirit comes back soon!
1 comment:
it's to be expected that you feel down after an event like that. But keep in mind that if she had a say, she would want you to enjoy the holidays with your kids and to not let her death make everyone sad.
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